but she’s such a sweet girl,

with smiles for the world.

but alone she is her demon,

hiding from the world.

It’s fantastic and truly rewarding being the friend a lot of people go to to vent, talk, and trust.

But every now and then it would be so great if someone could just listen back.

i love the face people make right before they burst into laughter, especially when they’re trying to hold it in

I made a text post the day before the new semester but I feel as though I need one now. We are SO close to the end.

End of the bullshit teachers put us through, our friends put us through, but most of all what we put ourselves though.

If its one thing I’ve learnt this year its protect yourself against EVERYTHING and ANYONE. Even that friend you thought could never hurt you. Now I don’t mean put up a brick wall and block yourself, I mean be mindful of others. Because you never know who will break you next.

Honestly my high school career has not been that interesting by today’s society. I’ve never had a boyfriend. I’ve never gone to a party. And I’ve never given into things just because my friends do crazy stuff, That’s just who I am. I made that promise to myself and I’m really happy I kept that.

However I’ve seen other people fall apart and it tears my heart into pieces. I can’t remember the last time I’ve cried for myself but I can tell you all about the nights I’ve cried for my friends, my family who just need support. The worst is when you physically can’t do anything but watch. Or when you’re not even living in the same area as the person.

Going into psychology is going to be quite the rollarcoaster for me. My mom tells me I’m going to care too much, and she’s seen how ugly that can look. But I’d rather care too much than not care at all.

Anyway that’s really all I have to say for now. If you actually read this, or if you’ve read my previous posts thanks. Like this or message me or something, I’d love to know about your year.

Just keep doing you. Hold your head up high and please look after yourselves. 

- Lydia

Since “Wings” by Little Mix will be performed on Glee tonight, there are a few procedures I feel as though we must go through. Allow me to represent the North American Mixers for a moment. 

1- Wings is not a new song. It’s been out for like a year so girl. you’re late.

2- Little Mix is not as new as you think. They won the X Factor Uk in 2011. That’s right, they won. Not third place ;)

3- Anyone is welcome to join the fandom as long as they can appreciate those who have stuck with them for more than a week. In fact, I encourage new mixers to help them blow up in North America.

:DD

queennubian:

the second one though

this is literally my life

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I can’t get over this.

I cried about you. I thought about you all the time. Your smile, your eyes, were all things I looked forward to every single day.

And now..you’re just a thing of the past. The anger has faded but not my memory. 

You were everything to me and now you’re nothing.

“If I can pinch it… I can lose it” like REALLY?

What are you aiming for. Honestly. You will NEVER be satisfied with yourself if you base your self worth on how much weight you’ve lost. I thought we have moved ON from this.

I am not against losing weight, healthy dieting, or exercise don’t get me wrong. It’s the reason behind it that really counts.

There are some seriously sensitive people on here who will believe anything that is told to them and anything they see. If I see ANYTHING that promotes anorexia, or any type of eating disorder, you won’t be seeing a follow for me.

What I AM for is strength, courage, people encouraging others. If you have gone through or are going through an eating disorder I have SO much respect for you because that means throughout all this crap, you are getting stronger, and doing this for YOU and not for other people.

Ugh.

laughburnscalories:

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This is one of the HAPPIEST days ever.

Think of all the bad things you’ve done, and all the things you’re about to do. No matter what it is, consider yourself FREE today. Forgiven. Any burdens you may think are yours to carry, really aren’t. You are loved SO much. Wether you accept it or not Jesus took the blame for every sin you’ve ever committed and will commit.

I think that’s pretty amazing so please

smile

I feel like if I ever walked into a party, the whole planet would explode in laughter